♥ I write because it’s the healthiest addiction I’ll ever have and most of all it expresses who I really am inside ♥ ~
I’ve realised that underneath this tough exterior, I’m extremely sensitive. And things really effect me for ages. I’m used to forgetting shit and bouncing back and that’s why people think that it’s okay to treat me a certain way. But it actually still hurts lol
– kushandwizdom
“I go through phases. Some days I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then some days I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me.”
– Mary Kate Teske
Who I am, really?
I’m not a name nor height, or a weight, or a gender. I’m not an age and I’m not where I’m from.
I’m my favourite books and the songs stuck on my head. I am my thoughts and what I’m eat for breakfast on Saturday morning..
I’m a thousand things but everyone chooses to see the million things I am not.
I am not where I’m from. I AM WHERE I’M GOING. And someone probably would like to go there too.
This is me and my Life. I love it~♥
Life and the emotions; that was the topic lingering around my mind. Ones cannot escape from the past. Some people still with their past. The different is whether it’s a good or bad past life they have. Me too, as a normal human being, I still live and remembering my life in the past. It was quite horrible for me especially when the bad life in the past surrounds me. It makes me sick.
So then I’m telling myself to not to too over-thinking about my life and just live facing the future. Concentrating the very life I have and just live my life to the fullest. I realized I cannot be like this too often. It may reduce my quality of life and lower my self-esteem at the same time. Living in the past is like visiting and re-visiting history hoping that the past can alter the present, or reminiscing on what might have been, or chewing on plain, old fashion nostalgia. We cannot rewrite history, but we can only learn from it, and MOVE ON. Just keep moving on and on! Even if life keeps knocking us down.
Forgive yourself for the wrong choices that you’ve made in the past. They are not evidence of who you are, they are evidence of who you were.
In my life, there are so much ups and down I’ve gone through. Even until now I still facing them. That’s my life. My life is full of test. Facing different kind of people and problem. Whether emotionally or it’s hurts physically. Well, I still alive til now. Knowing that they only made me grow even more stronger.
I’m kind of tired. But I’m not gonna give it up easily. I’ve faced so many hard days. Even facing with many different kind of people. Involving myself into their world. That I think quite nonsense to me. But now I promise myself. I won’t easily get myself used by those people again. This is my life and it’s me who rule my world. I have the power to change my life.
I promise myself to be strong no matter what. I wont give up easily. Nothing’s gonna stop me for being me.
How often we hesitate to share our feelings, to confess our love, to tell about the way some people make us feel? How often we wait for a perfect moment to let them know? And how often we are too late because someone else would do it before us and things will just go wrong?
Who told you there is a perfect moment?
Do you know what a perfect moment looks like?
Maybe the perfect moment is just now?
Maybe it was yesterday?
Maybe it will never happen?
How do you know?
And what will you do when it comes (if it does)?
Are you prepared?
Do you know what to say?
How to say it?
Considering this perfect moment is NOW. Are you ready?
We always wait for a better opportunity, a better place, a better time. We just hope tomorrow will be a better day for this. We always wait for tomorrow, but…. maybe we shouldn’t?
Instead of waiting for a perfect moment shouldn’t we create one for ourselves?
Because what if tomorrow never comes, what if you take too much time, what if they don’t manage to wait for your confession…
Nobody waits forever….
Wouldn’t you want to risk?? Why not? After all it is not something you can change. Whatever they feel for you they already feel it.
If you confess and a reply is positive, do you lose anything? And if you confess and are rejected, what you lose? Just something that has never been yours.. Do not be sad for being without someone who is happy being without you; it is not fair, is it?
The thing is only that if you don’t say what you feel, it might become late. World won’t stay still until you finally decide what you want to do. Life will go on.
No one waits forever.
The crowds fade away, the shouts fade away, and suddenly I’ve got to outpace and outrace. Nobody but myself. Though shadows may fall, the sun comes out, after all.. I believe there’s something to look forward to, there’s someone beside me and there’s someone to guide me. I’m not ALONE, on my own.
You’re Not Alone – Trixie Asirvatham When it looks like you’re at the end of the road, You’re not.
Never give up on HOPE. No one who knows what tomorrow will bring.. Life doesn’t always give us the joy we want. We don’t always get our hopes and dreams, and we don’t always get our own way. But never ever give up on hope, because you can make a difference.. Even when you feel as though there isn’t a lot you can do to change unhappiness or problems, you can always do a little and a little at a time. It will eventually makes a big difference.. But never ever give up on HOPE..
Never give up hope; you never know when miracle’s gonna call. Life holds it’s own beautiful plan. Believe that two thousand miles away, someone is thinking about you.
Through The blunders
and misread signals
through all the pain
and embarrassment,
you never gave up
HOPE.
Have Faith In Yourself
To be the best that you can be
To trust your own ability
To live the way you want to live
To take what each new day can give
To have what means the most to you
To do the things you want to do
To welcome change to learn and grow
To build on what you think and know
Life can be all this and more
Just remember what you are looking for!
When you come to the end of all the light you know,
and it’s time to step into the darkness of the unknown,
FAITH is knowing that one of two things shall happen:Either you will be given something solid to STAND ON or you will be taught to FLY.
Have you ever heard about “The Secret” book? Well, if u haven’t already, you can just click this link to find out what it is exactly. http://thesecret.tv/ 🙂
Not long ago, my friend introduce me to this what they call “The Secret”. I don’t have any idea what it is and she gave me the link and ask me to find out what exactly it is. When I read the whole stories on the site, I becoming more and more interested on the secret and very keen on finding my own life. I bought the book later. My first the secret book entitled “The Secret The Power”. After about an hour it took me to read the book, I realized how powerful my own self on changing my own life. It made me understood how everything had happened in my life.
There’s so much more I have to know in this life. There’s so much more for me to understand about myself and my life. This book told me that we’re meant to have an amazing life and everything that we love and desire. We have the POWER to change our life. The power to everything we want is INSIDE us.
I totally recommend you to get this book. I haven’t watch the Video about The Secret yet. But soon I will get it. I believe, receive and feel it. What I know the most when read this amazing book is how by giving more LOVE on what we want and desire can lead us to great life. I will share to you some of the thoughts and words or even the stories of my life while applying the methods according to the LAW OF ATTRACTION. 🙂
Love Is the Force That Moves You
Everything you want to be, do, or have comes from love. Without love, you wouldn’t move. There would be no positive force to propel you to get up in the morning, to work, play, dance, talk, learn, listen to music, or do anything at all. you’d be like stone statue. It it the positive force of love that inspires you to move and gives you the desire to be, do, or have anything. The positive force of love can create anything good, increase the good things, and can change anything negative in your life. you have the power over your health, your wealth, your career, your relationships, and every area of your life. And that power – love – is inside you!
-The Secret Book-
Thinking Through My Fingers 