But Actually It Still Hurts

I’ve realised that underneath this tough exterior, I’m extremely sensitive. And things really effect me for ages. I’m used to forgetting shit and bouncing back and that’s why people think that it’s okay to treat me a certain way. But it actually still hurts lol
– kushandwizdom

   

Life And The Emotions

Life and the emotions; that was the topic lingering around my mind. Ones cannot escape from the past. Some people still with their past. The different is whether it’s a good or bad past life they have. Me too, as a normal human being, I still live and remembering my life in the past. It was quite horrible for me especially when the bad life in the past surrounds me. It makes me sick.

So then I’m telling myself to not to too over-thinking about my life and just live facing the future. Concentrating the very life I have and just live my life to the fullest. I realized I cannot be like this too often. It may reduce my quality of life and lower my self-esteem at the same time. Living in the past is like visiting and re-visiting history hoping that the past can alter the present, or reminiscing on what might have been, or chewing on plain, old fashion nostalgia. We cannot rewrite history, but we can only learn from it, and MOVE ON. Just keep moving on and on! Even if life keeps knocking us down.

Forgive yourself for the wrong choices that you’ve made in the past. They are not evidence of who you are, they are evidence of who you were.

No One Waits Forever

How often we hesitate to share our feelings, to confess our love, to tell about the way some people make us feel? How often we wait for a perfect moment to let them know? And how often we are too late because someone else would do it before us and things will just go wrong?

Who told you there is a perfect moment?
Do you know what a perfect moment looks like?
Maybe the perfect moment is just now?
Maybe it was yesterday?
Maybe it will never happen?
How do you know?
And what will you do when it comes (if it does)?
Are you prepared?
Do you know what to say?
How to say it?
Considering this perfect moment is NOW. Are you ready?

We always wait for a better opportunity, a better place, a better time. We just hope tomorrow will be a better day for this. We always wait for tomorrow, but…. maybe we shouldn’t?

Instead of waiting for a perfect moment shouldn’t we create one for ourselves?

Because what if tomorrow never comes, what if you take too much time, what if they don’t manage to wait for your confession…

Nobody waits forever….

Wouldn’t you want to risk?? Why not? After all it is not something you can change. Whatever they feel for you they already feel it.

If you confess and a reply is positive, do you lose anything? And if you confess and are rejected, what you lose? Just something that has never been yours.. Do not be sad for being without someone who is happy being without you; it is not fair, is it?

The thing is only that if you don’t say what you feel, it might become late. World won’t stay still until you finally decide what you want to do. Life will go on.